I have never in my entire life cry because something was so sweet, other than in movies, perhaps. But today you made me tear, with something so honey-like. Thank you for the gift, i will remember it for a very long, long, long time. <3

just fuck my life. told my stupid batch mate to wake me up at 11.45pm and the stupid fuck forgot. now i got into deep shit and had to almost stay in today. which i cant. but tomorrow 8am must book in. fucking chee bai sabo kia. fuck him go to hell la.
and my fucking father also dun wan help me. keep scolding and shouting on the fucking phone. fucking cb. own son also dont help.
very down now. fucking unlucky and ..yeah. hope things get fucking better.
as for tonight , gonna drink drink drink.

down down down down down.

100

"Cause you only got one hundred years, to live"

Friends

Good true friends are all i need.

friends that can cheer me up when im sad
try to help me when i am sad
care for me when i need help
friends that share the same views as i do.
friends who will understand no matter what happens.

today was almost a very down day
but i realised it was a mistunderstanding
but i also realised how much you mean to me.

bintan is in 3 days. i will hopefully have fun.

and to all those fuckers/pathethic bastards/losers out there
you cant touch us.
because i will stab you.
so dont fuck around.

good night :)

birthday

i turn 19 :D
some pretty memorable moments:

9.10.09
countdown at ECP
drinking at ECP
then playing bowling with my best score of 68

10.10.09
woke up at 3.30
went to far east to buy song a present
people wearing red and running through the city
transexual
buying somemore stuff for BBQ
seeing hendras new house nearby
article about Sentosa Cove on Life :D
bbq at night
waiting for ppl to arrive
eating very nice bbq
talking about bintan trip
SHANK BANGING HIS HEAD INTO MY GLASS DOOR
thinking that everytime i have a BBQ someone bangs his/her head on my door, confirm one!
driving my friends out at top speed
drinking until the wee hours

good company :)

thats about it :) wasnt that big but just the way i like it !
till next year 10.10.10!

why the fuck is the god damn rimz changed?! fucking hell its not the same anymore!!!

and to you, your just a coward who doesnt dare to say your feelings out. and i dont care whether im hurting you or not anymore because all these while youve not said anything. and your irritating and always piss me off by doing stupid shits.
everyone knows some of your stuffs are about me and telling me but every fucking time i try to ask you about it you always say no. but fuck it, the phrase 'you know i know' has not been only used once on me about you. in fact multiple times, by multiple people. so please stop your shit. im done with you and dont care anymore already. ive been dragging this for way too long and now ive finally decided to release it. you can always talk to me and sort all of this out but i really dont know what your trying to do, are you like playing hard to get or something? by not telling me anything? how long has this been going on for? do you know how long ive tolerated this?
_ i never mean to sound so fucked up. but this is how i really feel. youve only left me with no choice_im sorry_.

I .Have. Never. Met. A. Girl. As. Sweet. As. Her.